September 2011
1 post
“And I’m here for you, but are yout there for me. Cause all this nonsense...”
August 2011
7 posts
“Completely to be honest, it wasn’t my first time doing such a thing, but I...”
“When you see the world as something beauitful you realize how ugly it really is.”
You.
I look up at the sun and I think of you, I don’t close my eyes.
I look straight, wind blowing through my hair and I feel you there.
I look down at the ground, the grass as green as can be and I want you closer.
I’m waiting for you, have been my whole life. I’m just looking for that sign.
I’m thinking of you, I feel you, I want you closer.
I’m here, I’m here...
“Temptation should not over rule love.”
Broken, underestimated, sufficated, worried, and limited. All these negative emotions trapt inside my body. How unfiltered could this be?
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I’m here, sitting on this bench, debating to myself whether or not I’m strong enough to continue on this road I have chosen for myself just last night. I wonder where life will take me, if I’ll actually succeed and how much time I’ll have to conquer my dreams. My heads spinning. I’ll just lay down, hope for the best and ride that wave called life. Goodnight.
“Stay steady on the path you’re dreaming about, bite harder then you can...”
February 2010
1 post
1 tag
formspring.me
Ask away. http://formspring.me/jessijes
January 2010
9 posts
1 tag
formspring.me
Ask me anything http://formspring.me/Jessikaface
“If only I’d feel like I got a speck of your attention then troubles...”
Do you miss it? The way things used to be? Of course you do.
How come it's so reckless to get things back to the way you want them?
Nothing seems to go your way, your life is pointless to an extent..What is there left to prove of yourself?
How do I prove my love to you when all I am is a pointless piece of work?
“The adventure of today lays in our hands.”
I need to grow up, really.
What do you do when your mind in spinning, you're having anxiety attacks, and there is nothing left to prove of yourself to anyone? How can you bring yourself to terms with what you have already and who you are as one?
“ The only person that really lets you down is yourself.”
Just a fill in journal.
I am pretty new to this, so we shall see where it goes. I really don’t care if you “follow” me on here or what not. I am just mainly looking for a place to vent. If this is one of those places then so be it. If not then I am totally misunderstood. Haha. As for now I will just keep typing until I have accomplished typing down all my thoughts onto this website right here. So here I...